School is hard. College is hard, probably the most hardest thing you will ever do in life and the fastest. I find myself wanting to drop out at times and at other times I want to stick it through. Stay in school kids no matter how hard it may be. The world needs more self-conscious, phli, enstrumental leaders. When in doubt always remember:
Do what you have to NOW so you can do whatever you want to LATER.
Peace.Prosperity.Paper
-Rene'
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Back At It!
Ok Ok Ok OK
From the bottom of Drew and I's tiny black hearts, we deeply apologize for the inproper upkeep of our growing Chiapet of a blog.
April 15th til now has been hectic hectic hectic! I'm just now finding the time to be able to sit down and write again.
So don't worry folks come tomorrow this shall be greatly updated so stay tuned ladies and germs as we keep it churning for the 09 semester.
PS Freshmen beware!!!
-Sunflower
From the bottom of Drew and I's tiny black hearts, we deeply apologize for the inproper upkeep of our growing Chiapet of a blog.
April 15th til now has been hectic hectic hectic! I'm just now finding the time to be able to sit down and write again.
So don't worry folks come tomorrow this shall be greatly updated so stay tuned ladies and germs as we keep it churning for the 09 semester.
PS Freshmen beware!!!
-Sunflower
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
I Ain’t Cornel West I’m Cornel Westside

Last night, Drew and I were
EXTREMELY privileged to attend the lecture of Dr. Cornel West. With only an hour to speak, Dr. West covered a plethora (Drew inspired word) of issues plaguing minorities. It sounded crazy and jumbled to me at first but as I listened, the brother made great points along with quoting Wu Tang several times :)
There was one topic in particular that he covered that struck close to home with Drew and I:
There are too many echoes runnin' around and not enough voices. You can never find who you are being an echo. Having a voice is what separates you from the echoes.
Honestly, I couldn't have said it better myself aside from my
A carbon copy is weaker than the originalmotif.
IDK about you guys, but Drew and I have our voices. Although they aren't as loud as they should be at times we have them, we express them, and we live them. Everyone talks about what they want to do when expressing what you want to do is not necessary when you have the capability to get the hell up and do it!
Not only is finding your voice is important, finding your OWN voice is even more important. This world has 6 billion people, 6 billion ideas, 6 billion different destinies, 6 billion fates. So why are we so caught up in following others footsteps and being the next (INSERT NAME HERE) when each generation is supposed to progress? The word innovation was created for a reason. I don't know about y'all but I don't want to be the the next (INSERT NAME HERE). I want to be the next Rene' Morrell because that's all I can be.
Voices are continuously heard over time, echoes get weaker over time.
Remember kids: Immaculate > Imitate
- Sun-✿

Big Ups to the Too Tuff Tau Chapter of Alphas Phi Alpha here at U of I for making it happen
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Tat Tat Tatted Up
So being the spontaneous random mofo that I am, I splurged on myself and indulged in body art today :). Big ups to 217, the third tattoo shop I been stuck at.This is my 9th tattoo that is on my waist line and the most painful :( I hope to be done with my entire waist by 2010. I'll put a pic of my whole waist up soon.
Check out my guys over at 217: http://www.myspace.com/alteredegos666
-Sunflower
"Tough Luck"

Others....




Check out my guys over at 217: http://www.myspace.com/alteredegos666
-Sunflower
"Tough Luck"

Others....





Friday, March 27, 2009
No one is bigger then the Arches
Pharrell figures this out the hard way at 6am in Paris while waiting on his flight. The man just wants something to eat and obviously by his actions the lack of food in his system made him lose his mind. Rigotdamndiculous lol.
-Drewski
-Drewski
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
We are not alone?
Let's see how any of you remember this song? Might be one of my favorite songs ever and its just something ill to vibe to. Concept was ill and the overall feel of the song comprised with a unique flow and a hook that is as memorable as your first kiss doesn't hurt the song at all.
OutKast- Elevators
-Drewski
courtesy of MTV
OutKast- Elevators
-Drewski
courtesy of MTV
Sunday, March 22, 2009
What's Your Flavor? Tell Me What's Your Flavor!
Aside from chocolate, Airheads has to be my second most favorite candy. In existence. PERIOD. Buy me a box of these and you have unlocked the key to my heart until the box is empty :)

With every bundle of Airheads comes, you guessed it, that goddamned Mystery Flavor!!
I have spent YEARS trying to figure it out and I have solved the mystery, sorry if it ruins it for you fruit flavored connoisseurs who have been nit-picking at it for ages!

The Mystery Airhead as no dye to associate the flavor with the color meaning that they can make it an ASSORTMENT of flavors and no one will ever know! Have you ever tried to eat two back to back? I HAVE! The flavor is NOT consistent. They use all of their flavors and a few test flavors to keep us on our toes!!
Just like no two snowflakes(white) are the same, no two Mystery Airheads(also white) are the same!
Eat My Shorts!
-Sunflower
P.S. I had the most eventful morning pee!

Look at your window when you take your morning pee
And you never know what you might see.
Could see some leaves, could see a big tree.
Or in my case a squad car or three.

With every bundle of Airheads comes, you guessed it, that goddamned Mystery Flavor!!
I have spent YEARS trying to figure it out and I have solved the mystery, sorry if it ruins it for you fruit flavored connoisseurs who have been nit-picking at it for ages!

The Mystery Airhead as no dye to associate the flavor with the color meaning that they can make it an ASSORTMENT of flavors and no one will ever know! Have you ever tried to eat two back to back? I HAVE! The flavor is NOT consistent. They use all of their flavors and a few test flavors to keep us on our toes!!
Just like no two snowflakes(white) are the same, no two Mystery Airheads(also white) are the same!
Eat My Shorts!
-Sunflower
P.S. I had the most eventful morning pee!

Look at your window when you take your morning pee
And you never know what you might see.
Could see some leaves, could see a big tree.
Or in my case a squad car or three.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Spring Fling
Spring is the air and its that time for spring break!!!!!! *flashes* Its me and Drew's first spring break and these are the crappy ways we will be spending it
1) This song goes out to Drew who just had 4 of his wisdom teeth pulled today and is loopy on meds right now. Make use of that blender bitch!
2) Don't ask me to do too much of anything because I put myself on punishment. Stay in school kids, dont be like me!

3) Drew and I will be planning our bar crawl entitled Birthday Bullshit: The Taurus Edition, so fuck with it! You know us and you know it will be nuts!!!
4.) Spring love??????????
-Sunflower
1) This song goes out to Drew who just had 4 of his wisdom teeth pulled today and is loopy on meds right now. Make use of that blender bitch!
2) Don't ask me to do too much of anything because I put myself on punishment. Stay in school kids, dont be like me!

3) Drew and I will be planning our bar crawl entitled Birthday Bullshit: The Taurus Edition, so fuck with it! You know us and you know it will be nuts!!!
4.) Spring love??????????
-Sunflower
Sunday, March 15, 2009
The Obama Decpetion...You Decide
So since everyone is entitled to their own opinion and this is a free speech then every voice should have the opportunity to be heard. Investigative journalist, Alex Jones did an expose on Obama and how he believes that he is just a puppet for a bigger group of elitist. The film is set to prove that Obama says one thing and does another.
I speak for I and Rene when I say that we do not say that we agree with these view or disagree with the view but as a blogger and a citizen of the USA I have the right to information and to inform and I am informing everyone who view this blog that this video does exist. How do you feel about this? Do you agree or disagree? Voice your opinion on the blog and share your thoughts with others and please keep it grown up do not branch off into some racial bullshit just give honest opinions after watching the WHOLE video!
THIS IS 111 MINUTES LONG
Kill ignorance with information...
- Drewski
courtesy of World Star Hip Hop
I speak for I and Rene when I say that we do not say that we agree with these view or disagree with the view but as a blogger and a citizen of the USA I have the right to information and to inform and I am informing everyone who view this blog that this video does exist. How do you feel about this? Do you agree or disagree? Voice your opinion on the blog and share your thoughts with others and please keep it grown up do not branch off into some racial bullshit just give honest opinions after watching the WHOLE video!
THIS IS 111 MINUTES LONG
Kill ignorance with information...
- Drewski
courtesy of World Star Hip Hop
Thursday, March 12, 2009
How to End the War...By John Witherspoon (Of Course)
So with some research I have discovered that John Witherspoon has more videos on YouTube! This might be my favorite one.
Topic: Steroids
John gives his perspective and how we can turn the negative usage of steroids into a positive for others.
-Drewski
courtesy of YouTube
Topic: Steroids
John gives his perspective and how we can turn the negative usage of steroids into a positive for others.
-Drewski
courtesy of YouTube
BANG BANG BANG!
I don't know how many people feel about Flavor Flav and his TV series or New York but personally I hate em both! I could go on about how I feel about them both of them but my man John Witherspoon does a way better job then I could. He speaks my inner thoughts lol. Check it out
- Drewski
courtesy of World Star Hip Hop
- Drewski
courtesy of World Star Hip Hop
Monday, March 02, 2009
I Don't Understand..
I wanted to make a funky, cool, little ya dig to tell how I'm feeling right now but I don't feel like being complicated. Plus true feelings are easier to spit out.....
I'm very very in tune with myself which is why I think I tend to understand more than others because I never really have the road blockage of taking into account who am I before I can answer self-pertaining or situation based questions.
My sense of self involves my own morals that might be different from everyone else because they stem from not doing whats deemed right or wrong, but on the judgment that reveals the truest result.
I.E. I'm not going to call the sky red if I was morally taught that the sky is red when I can judge for myself that its blue.
So why am I tricking myself into believing that my sky in my world is blue when it really is red?
Why am I the person that knows myself the best but I confuse myself by looking at things for what I want them to be instead of what they really are?
Why is my mind so bombarded with bullshit?
Is it because I prefer not to open my mouth to avoid confrontation since I don't like making noise or is it because I don't want to be deemed crazy or misunderstood?
Why am I up at 5:35 AM and keep hearing footsteps behind me? Am I tweaking or is that my loud ass conscious behind me?
Why do I feel like I need to scream right now or is this a crescendo to an orgasmic self release?
Is this a self release or a case of self-conflict?
Why do I tell people that "If something is wrong with me you would know" but I never tell people if something is wrong with me?
Why have I been obsessed with this quote from Spiderman more than usual lately?
Peter Parker: [relating to M.J. what he supposedly said to Spider-man] I said, um, Spider-man, I said, uh, the great thing about M.J. is when you look in her eyes, and she's looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger, and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, terrified. The truth is you don't know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it.
..Or is this part of whats wrong with me that I don't want to tell?
Is this the part where we listen to Maybe?
After Maybe, can you tell me What's Wrong With Me?
Peter Parker, Spiderman, or Spider Parker?
Why can someone make me generate this many thoughts?
Why can't I ask what I really wanna ask?
And now, my mind goes blank... I think it just came.
Sunflower
I'm very very in tune with myself which is why I think I tend to understand more than others because I never really have the road blockage of taking into account who am I before I can answer self-pertaining or situation based questions.
My sense of self involves my own morals that might be different from everyone else because they stem from not doing whats deemed right or wrong, but on the judgment that reveals the truest result.
I.E. I'm not going to call the sky red if I was morally taught that the sky is red when I can judge for myself that its blue.
So why am I tricking myself into believing that my sky in my world is blue when it really is red?
Why am I the person that knows myself the best but I confuse myself by looking at things for what I want them to be instead of what they really are?
Why is my mind so bombarded with bullshit?
Is it because I prefer not to open my mouth to avoid confrontation since I don't like making noise or is it because I don't want to be deemed crazy or misunderstood?
Why am I up at 5:35 AM and keep hearing footsteps behind me? Am I tweaking or is that my loud ass conscious behind me?
Why do I feel like I need to scream right now or is this a crescendo to an orgasmic self release?
Is this a self release or a case of self-conflict?
Why do I tell people that "If something is wrong with me you would know" but I never tell people if something is wrong with me?
Why have I been obsessed with this quote from Spiderman more than usual lately?
Peter Parker: [relating to M.J. what he supposedly said to Spider-man] I said, um, Spider-man, I said, uh, the great thing about M.J. is when you look in her eyes, and she's looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger, and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, terrified. The truth is you don't know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It's as if you've reached the unreachable, and you weren't ready for it.
..Or is this part of whats wrong with me that I don't want to tell?
Is this the part where we listen to Maybe?
After Maybe, can you tell me What's Wrong With Me?
Peter Parker, Spiderman, or Spider Parker?
Why can someone make me generate this many thoughts?
Why can't I ask what I really wanna ask?
And now, my mind goes blank... I think it just came.
Sunflower
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Poetry in Motion
This video is unique to say the least! I haven't always been a big Kanye fan but nonetheless, the man is doing his own thing and is taki9ng his music in a different direction and still keeping all of his fans satisfied.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Contrary to Popular Belief...Ye IS a Biter >:(
Sooooooooooooo
I have this friend that has a clothing line and he swears the Kanye bit some of things from his line before he started Pastel, such as the color ways and styles of jackets. I kinda laughed cause it sounds outrageous, but now I'm convinced!
I got this tat in July of 2008 from Kevin at Metamorph on Milwaukee Ave and Kanye is promoting this recent ass shirt.
Judge for yourself!

"Draw Your Weapon"
A modified 1875 Revolver composed of art elements by Yours Truly :)
Barrels: Sharpie and Mechanical Bic Pencil
Bullet Chamber: Three Paint Tubes
Grip: A Pallet w/ Paint Splashes

Alphanumeric has just released their “Weapin Of Art” T-Shirt. The gun is made up of instruments used in the arts and the graphic is supposed to US government spending on warfare.
I have this friend that has a clothing line and he swears the Kanye bit some of things from his line before he started Pastel, such as the color ways and styles of jackets. I kinda laughed cause it sounds outrageous, but now I'm convinced!
I got this tat in July of 2008 from Kevin at Metamorph on Milwaukee Ave and Kanye is promoting this recent ass shirt.
Judge for yourself!

"Draw Your Weapon"
A modified 1875 Revolver composed of art elements by Yours Truly :)
Barrels: Sharpie and Mechanical Bic Pencil
Bullet Chamber: Three Paint Tubes
Grip: A Pallet w/ Paint Splashes

Alphanumeric has just released their “Weapin Of Art” T-Shirt. The gun is made up of instruments used in the arts and the graphic is supposed to US government spending on warfare.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
RIP Sanity

Quoting my mother which I rarely do, I have to give her her credit where credit is due whenever she says,"People act a plum fool"
Now, there are times and cases when acting a "plum fool" is allowed if and only if it is the proper defense mechanism to the situation.
We've been back in school for 8 days and people are already showing Drew and I that U of I needs to request a cat scan, a list of drugs taken, and conduct a mental stability test before they let people come to this fucking school. We've had 7 AM door bangings that lasted for 3 hours, WEIRD ASS CREEPS that know our lives, OFF THE CHAIN ASS RUMORS and people EDGING off the break of insanity...
People are crazy.
We will not be held accountable for people losing their minds, lol
In order to commemorate the act of y'all losing your sanity, Drew and I wore all black today, in hopes that you will find that shit and never let it the fuck go!!
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sorry for the delay

Hey we have been on Christmas break, Rene and I, but now that school is kicking back into gear we will be able to start to keep official tabs on the blog like first proposed. So please start to tell others about our blog because we plan to bring you the best content from ourt twisted point of view lol
Can we please give him the MVP trophy now before he takes over another sport?
About ten days ago Lebron James came out with a mysterious video telling the world that he wanted to go and pursue his first real passion which got many people to think and wonder what the hell he was talking about. I know I'm late but on Jan. 18th, Lebrn James decided that he would pursue a career in football with the Cleveland Browns! Lol this is just a stint for State Farm insurance but still the commercial is great and quite believable in my opinion because my question is what can't that man do?
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Auld Lang Syne
Reflecting on 2008 i realize that it was a great year and i am facing the cliche of how hard it is to say goodbye to yesterday. I've been through a lot this year. I've learned the talents that i possess as an artist are gargantuan. I found a love that was so true that I was unable to accept it and chopped n screwed it up and now its bittersweet poetry. I learned how loving I can be and how cold I can be and learned the true nature of myself and how i'm smarter than i ever thought i would be. I've lost zero friends but am happy to continue living with the ones that I love enough to call family. I'm not gonna name names but you know what memories match you:
I've gotten locked out the house
Spent countless hours at White Castle
Got high off my ass
Spent thousands of dollars on clothes
Got into debt and out of debt
Drew some ill ass shit
Fell for an old head
Destroyed shit in FAR
Counted the stars
Seen infamous black movies
Gotten tattoed and pierced
And have missed so many days of sleep and you know what? I wouldn't trade it all for anything. I learned more about myself than I've ever known. I have truly taken the time out to know me. I lived 2008 to its fullest and i dont want to leave it because i dont wanna grow up. But hey what can you do? The earth's angular momentum is slowing down so i guess im getting my wish! (astronomy humor). Into 2009, i leave you all with my favorite phrase: Live Learn Life. Dont be afraid you only live once! As much as we savor our Auld Lang Synes, they are reflections of the people that we are today. Good luck in 09 everyone as we chunk the deuces to 08. My greatest year- Sunflower
I've gotten locked out the house
Spent countless hours at White Castle
Got high off my ass
Spent thousands of dollars on clothes
Got into debt and out of debt
Drew some ill ass shit
Fell for an old head
Destroyed shit in FAR
Counted the stars
Seen infamous black movies
Gotten tattoed and pierced
And have missed so many days of sleep and you know what? I wouldn't trade it all for anything. I learned more about myself than I've ever known. I have truly taken the time out to know me. I lived 2008 to its fullest and i dont want to leave it because i dont wanna grow up. But hey what can you do? The earth's angular momentum is slowing down so i guess im getting my wish! (astronomy humor). Into 2009, i leave you all with my favorite phrase: Live Learn Life. Dont be afraid you only live once! As much as we savor our Auld Lang Synes, they are reflections of the people that we are today. Good luck in 09 everyone as we chunk the deuces to 08. My greatest year- Sunflower
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